Why is it so difficult to ask for help? I always try my best to help people in need, but I can't seem to be on the receiving end.
I am having a really hard time with working full time, doing PT, and keeping up with life! I need help!
I can't vacuum. I can't do laundry. I can't sweep or mop, or take the trash out. Who wants to do these things for her or himself, much less another person. I just can't seem to ask for help.
Today I finally asked my sister for help. I was down to 1 pair of clean underwear before asking her. She gladly did my laundry, cleaned my bathroom, vacuumed, and more. Now I wish I had asked her sooner.
I miss being independent. I went from waitressing and running races to using a wheelchair to conserve my energy. I just need to accept this as my new life...
It's a big change. After my back surgery, it was hard just learning to go to the bathroom by myself again (paralyzed hand as a result of the surgery). In time you will be independent again, I'm sure of it :)
ReplyDeleteThank you for the reassurance! It's weird being in the middle of recovery. I keep thinking I'm okay bc im back to work, but then I try to clean or carry something and I'm like "uhhhhh NO! Not happening!"
ReplyDelete