As stated in Friday's post, my blood pressure and heart rate were elevated. I had physical therapy today and both are even higher today. I don't know why I am having these issues! It's super frustrating. I know I am doing everything and anything to help my body heal, but it feels like I'm going against the current.
The last thing I want/need is another setback. I just want my normal life back. I think I know where all of these issues are taking me. The end result will be a wheelchair, but I'm not ready! I want to wake up early every morning and be tired because I took work home the night before. I want to be crazy busy and run around like a chicken with its head cut off. I miss all of these things! I may not appreciate them in the moment, but at the end of the day, I love my job; my daily routine; my life. It sucks that something can occur one day and your whole life is effected. If you're reading this, don't ever take your abilities for granted. They are not guaranteed for life!
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